
Summary
After a series of horrific visions, Spike realizes that he is being pulled away from the material world and into hell. Fred tries frantically to find a way to save him, but soon realizes that there is an outside force that is causing Spike's dimensional shifts. An entity residing in Wolfram & Hart itself.
Plot
An unseen presence stalks Fred in her lab. She turns, nothing is there. She faces front again, sees Spike, and screams. He realizes she knew he was there all along and is humoring him. She has a theory about anchoring him to reality. He falls through the floor and smashes down to the basement. He rises and walks into a room where a man is working at a table. He talks to the man who we see is cutting off his own fingers. The man vanishes.
Fred goes to Wesley's office and asks him to get her some rare books. He agrees, but only if she'll have dinner. Not with him, just dinner. He says she hasn't eaten anything other than day old takeout in days. He also says she hasn't gotten any proper sleep. She tells him she'll be fine. Eve pops up and asks if she's got a sec. Cut to Angel's office where he tells Fred she's way over budget for the quarter and the quarter isn't over yet. She says she's spending the money doing what he asked, making Spike corporeal. He said he asked her to get rid of Spike. She says Spike is a champion and he would be a help fighting on their side. Angel says Spike only cares about himself. Fred says he cares about Buffy. Angel agrees and says Spike would immediately leave and go in search of Buffy. He implies Fred has a crush on Spike. She says she's not stupid, she knows he's playing her. But she's doing this because it's the right thing. Angel says it's her call, but he doesn't believe Spike can be saved.
Spike is back in the lab looking for Fred. Lights flicker and go out. There's the sound of a woman crying. He walks toward it. A woman appears without arms. She asks him to hold her. She walks through him and disappears. Cut to Angel walking into his office. Spike is there. He says he just wants to hang. Angel realizes he's afraid of hell. Spike says if Angel could escape hell, so can he. Angel says he didn't escape, just got a reprieve. Spike says he knows about the prophecy. Angel says it doesn't mean anything. That all the evil they did is what counts. That they will both burn. Spike asks why bother to do the right thing. Angel says what else are they going to do. Spike sits next to Angel and says at least they'll be together. They both start going on about how they don't like each other, dissing each other's habits and hair. There's a moment of silence and Angel says there was one thing he liked about Spike. He liked his poems. Spike notes Angel likes Barry Manilow. Spike sees a hanging man. Angel sees nothing. Spike sees the man standing beside them. Spike sees ghosts all over. Angel calls the others, but they see nothing. Gunn and Eve enter saying the staff mystics do a sweep every hour and Spike is the only noncorporeal in the building. The ghosts tell Spike it's coming. He starts asking Fred to help him, but he vanishes. Angel tells Eve he does this sometimes. But we see Spike is still there, just invisible to them. They spread out to look for him. Spike hears a voice telling him no one can help him.
Spike wanders through a seemingly empty building. He finds himself in front of an elevator which opens. Cut to Wesley saying Spike has been disappearing a lot. Gunn says in 20 minutes he'll pop up next to you in the bathroom and make disparaging remarks. He then asks if he's the only one Spike does that to. Fred says they don't realize what is happening to Spike, that he's slipping into hell. Gunn and Wesley say that's what they figured. Spike has entered the elevator and it takes him to the basement. A woman with a piece of glass in her eye sings about the reaper coming for him. She pulls the glass out and slashes him on the face, cutting him and making him bleed. She vanishes.
Fred is working on a formula. Spike comes up and tells her hell has come to get him. That the ghosts are its welcoming party. He thanks her for her attempt to help. She says she's a genius, he's thrilled, then she realizes her theory won't work. He goes to touch her and there's a spark. Fred can't see or hear him, but she did feel the spark. She looks around and calls for Spike, but he can't make contact with her. Angel shows up to tell her the mystics did another sweep and found nothing. She says they have to find a way to make contact.
Cut to Wesley and Gunn wondering if this is a good idea. A woman enters the room. She's a medium and they're going to have a seance. Spike tries to talk to her, but she doesn't hear him. She says she senses a dark soul in pain. Spike realizes she's sensing the reaper, but it kills her before she can say anything. Gunn wonders why Spike would kill her. Wesley says he wouldn't, that it makes no sense to kill someone trying to help you. He says there is something else worse than Spike in the office.
Fred is taking a shower. She senses something, but can't see anything. Spike is standing outside looking at her. He's trying to understand why the reaper killed the medium. He figures it wasn't about him, but something else. He touches the shower wall and doesn't go through it. When he tries again, his hand goes through. He tries a third time and is able to write in the mist on the wall. He writes 'reaper'. She sees it. The mystic force shatters the glass and sends Spike hurtling out of the room. He sees a lawyer whose face is half destroyed. Then the ghosts of the women he saw before appear. He starts shouting, saying he won't deal with flunkies any more. He falls to the ground in pain. The reaper appears. Not the grim reaper, but a guy who reminds me of Holtz. He has a knife and says Spike will suffer.
Gunn has found a reference to dark soul. Only there are 3200 listed and Angel is 4 of them. Fred rushes in and says cross reference it with reaper. Angel finds it, number 182, Pavayne. He was a serial killer doctor who dabbled in the black arts. He fled to then Spanish ruled California. Wolfram & Hart wanted to open an office there, but the land their seer chose had a mission on it. They needed a sacrifice to desanctify the ground. So they used him. Pavayne has been torturing Spike whose face is bloody with cuts. Fred enters the lab and Pavayne says maybe he'll get a taste of her. Spike tries to hit him, but he goes through. Pavayne says he's thinking like meat. He says everything there is controlled by his will. Spike realizes Pavayne made him disappear. He makes Spike's wounds disappear. The other ghosts appear and taunt him. Pavayne makes his clothes disappear. He says he knows all of Spike's secrets. About the evil he did. About falling in love with Buffy. About getting a soul. But he says hell still waits for him. That Spike knows he deserves it. Pavayne admits the ghosts died in the service of Wolfram & Hart. He pushed them into hell. Spike says they can't be there if they are in hell, that it's a trick of Pavayne. Pavayne says they are real enough and one of the ghosts stabs Spike in the back. Spike falls to the ground in pain.
Fred is writing on the window. She tells the others she's ok, she just ran out of whiteboard. Angel says they'll get Spike back, then deal with Pavayne. Fred says they'll need a massive surge of dark energy. Gunn has an idea. He takes Angel to the white room. He plans to get some of the conduit. The leopard appears and Gunn talks to it. Spike is writhing in pain. Pavayne says he expected more of him. An entry to hell opens up. He says the soul that blesses Spike also damns him. He says William will go to hell so Pavayne won't. Spike says he does deserve to go to hell, but not today. He knocks Pavayne back. The entrance to hell disappears. Spike stands and says he understands about reality bending to desire. He was able to touch Fred and write on the wall because he wanted to enough. He makes his clothes reappear. They fight.
Fred is working on her corporealisation machine. Gunn brings her the bits of conduit and tells her they won't get any more. Pavayne is winning the fight. He says in this realm he is god. Fred's machine starts. They rush to it and Pavayne grabs Fred. They can't see him, but the others try to rush him. He knocks them back. Spike rushes in and Pavayne says he can save the girl or himself. Spike knocks Pavayne into the circle and Pavayne becomes corporeal. Angel starts beating him up. Spike appears and says not to kill him. That if he becomes a ghost again they'll never be able to stop him. Angel says he won't kill, just bruise a lot.
Wesley and Gunn tell Fred to take a break as they finish cleaning up the debris. Fred tells Spike she won't be able to repeat the experiment. His chance at corporealisation is gone for now. She says she's sorry. He says he made his choice and he wouldn't change it for the world. She says they are other things they can try, but he says he doesn't want to end up like Pavayne, cheating hell no matter the cost to others. She says it proves she was right, he is worth saving. He picks up a coffee cup, showing Fred he has learnt a few tricks.
Pavayne is in a cell, frozen. Eve says he's in permanent storage. Angel says he'll live forever, but be unable to move or talk or feel. He closes the door and says welcome to hell.
Dialogue

How long did you know I was there?

Just since the lobby . . . But that popping up behind me was really scary. Look, I dropped my papers.

Nice touch.

You know what I mean. You're more than a common spectral disturbance. I've never seen anything like you.

Bet you say that to all the spirits.

It's okay. Wes just gave me the talk. And I'm going to have a good meal and at least 6 hours of sleep, so everybody can just stop worrying. I'm fine. Really.

Good. That's . . . Actually, there's some concern about how much the Practical Science Department's been spending.

I know he's been playing me with the looks and the smiles. I'm not some idiot schoolgirl with a crush.

Then what is it?

It's about doing what's right. Remember?

Your department. Your call. Just don't be disappointed if it doesn't work. Some people can't be saved.

You think any of it matters? The things we did. The lives we destroyed. That's all that's ever gonna count. So, yeah - surprise! You're going to hell. We both are.

Then why even bother? Try to do the right thing, make a difference . . .

What else are we gonna do?

And your hair. What color do they call that? Radioactive?

Never much cared for you, Liam. Even when we were evil.

Cared for you less.

Fine.

Good. There was one thing about you...

Really?

Yeah, I never told anybody about this, but I...I liked your poems.

You like Barry Manilow!

So how many are we dealing with?

None. Last sweep was 10 minutes ago: Spike's the only noncorporeal in the building.
Ghost Woman (whispering to Spike): It's coming for you.

Check again.

Is this the part where I say, "Who's there?" and something creepy happens? [A shadow moves nearby.] Thought so.

Spike has been unintentionally disapparating more and more frequently.

Give him 20 minutes: he'll be popping up next to you in the bathroom, making cracks about your . . . Am I the only one he does that to?
Gunn (reading): Got it. The dark soul.

What's it say?

A lot. There are over thirty-two hundred different references. Four of them are about you.
You dare!

Quite a bit, mate. "Reality bends to desire." That was it, right? That's why I could touch Fred, write your name in the glass. All I had to do was want it bad enough . . . And guess what I want to do now, you prissy son of a bitch!
No. No! Defilers! I'll cut you into nothing! I'll feast on your brains. I'll swim in lakes of your own blood.
Angel (punches Pavayne): You'll shut the hell up.

Don't kill him. If he becomes a spirit again, we'll never stop him.

Fine. No killing. Just a whole lot of bruisin'.

No. I'm not gonna end up like Pavayne. Cheating hell any way he could, no matter who it hurt.

Just proves what I've been telling everybody.

That I'm a handsome devil who brightens the place up?

That you're worth saving.
Angel (to Pavayne): Congratulations. You get to live, forever. Unable to move, to touch, or to feel, or to affect anything in the world around you. But don't worry, I had them give you a window. Welcome to Hell.
